ketinggalan

sudah banyak rasanya ketinggalan pelajaran. is like dah seminggu tak sekolah, then cuti lagi. apa ni?

goverment bagi banyak cuti kita bising, tak bagi cuti bising. haha. well kalau tak complain bukan manusia-lah kan? i feel like banyak ketinggalan pelajaran especially kemahiran hidup. my classmates semua buat kira-kira entah apa bendanya yang mereka belajar aku kat belakang fikir macam manalah dorang sort-out things.

heh-.-', rasa macam nak susruh cikgu rewind balik semua yang dia ajar. macam tape kan? merepeklah kau ni zulaikha. dah la tak suka belajar. HAHA.

tapi sifat malas itu seharusnya di kikis dari manusia untuk berjaya

cewahh. cayalah. lepastu tak buat pun tak ada gunanyakan? cakap je lebih.

ipod

kepada sesiapa, yang berminat untuk munjual ipodnya kepada saya, harap-harap anda dapatlah membantu saya yang dalam kesusahan ini. sekian terima kasih, apa-apa harga dibawah RM200, saya boleh membayarnya dengan CASH!

muahahahahaha,

yaa betul, CASH!

two feelings at once

so, here i am again trying to convince my self to get back into a relationship

with him. i mean all those feelings we did cherish was history and now you came ack and tell me you love me? its been a long year trying to forget you. when i did, you came back. WTH??! haha. and misha said, ' do you really love him, like love him love him?' i said for now increase another 3 percent out of hundred. its just so hard to go that way again. i sahll protect myself and give more love to myself.

its sad when you let them go.

cause things will never be the same if you let them be.

PEEK:D

say, i have this video of me singing undone?

just watch, dont comment anything cause im shy!

plus im not a pro yet! dont expect anything so good like pro's.

bets and debts.

so, i have a bet going on with Damira, and Adlin. they say, siapa kalah 15 ringgit, and the bet is siapa yang tak dapat boyfriend by the end of september kena pay up, in my wallet right now dah ada standby 30.
(macam tau0tau je nak kalah kan?) -,- siapa lah nak dekat i kan? obviously damira dah menang..dia ada Malek marcos tu. adlin on the other hand maybe in a slide chance to win cause dia ada........ and he is about to pop out of his shell by saying o adlin now days, they are sooo cute. HAIH- keluhan yang besar keluar daripada mulutku,
ku akan kehlangan Rm30 yang boleh membeli capo untuk guitar yang tersayang,
namun apakan daya, aku sudah bersetuju untuk melakukan perjanjian tersebut. haha.
bila tengah seronok adlin cakap , ' Ika, September...... jangan lupa.'
sekali lagi, keluhan besar.

is it possible?

dah lama tak buka blog ni. macam rindu pun ada but then i dont have much time to waste on computer lately. so i am soo coming back to blog or write what ever is there to write about. so IS IT POSSIBLE? my mum dont really like her daughter to watch the computer everyday 24/7, and yes WATCH. i kinda suck at typing cause dah lama tak taip-menaip. so skills i dah macam loose sikit. Oh well, im coming back with new things.. new hobbies, new stuff mann i have too much to update.

so i'll get it started say, next week?

hope you guys enjoy:)

26.05.95

that's the date i was born and today i've turned 4belas. haha. as you know, i dah lama x update blog ni. sbb i have alot going on and my streaymx like hell. so i apologize for you guys yang tgk blog i ni x ada apa-apa updae. SORRY!. so today for my birthday abang bg i crocs, mummy bought me gold fish and a big balang for the gold fish, nnt i upload gambar. and Junee bg i lotion yves rocher it is sooo nice. what can i say more?
i had a very nice friends that were wishing all day and saying i love you. god, malu tau and you guys sang me happy birthday until i was so ashamed until i menyorok under the table, but im soo thankful.
THANKS GUYS, I HAD A GOOD DAY.

fun day with my friends:)

hehe, today, i had fun with haziq, damira, jabba, and hailora form 3 peoples ( i meant them)
today at pj, i lepak2 first at dewan with haziq, at first dia kata ' susah nak jalan lah'
then the next second he was walking around already:)
so i nmpak damira, jabba, and hailora tengah main badminton, then i go to them and jerit, NAK MAINNN? then i took a racket and started playing. at first macam malu2, but then when one of us missed a hit, we all laugh our ass of. then suddenly came haziq. he was like, nak join jugak! then he started playing. then, i hitted so hard unil ternaik dkt bumbung yang baru buat dkt dewan tu. i was like. ohh my god! thats the only shuttle cork or i dont know how to spell, we have. then we started laughing and laughing. then we macam ketuk the bumbung with our rackets like idiots. then jabba had an idea. we macam support siapa yang nak naik and take that thing,
so hailora tried first and we were like cheerleaders, that is totally hell. then hailora still x dapat. then we gelak2 lagi.
then damira cakap let me try. so i dengan jabba lifted damira up, then kita orang x sedar yang abel shira and some other people was watching us. HAHA. they we giving instruction where is the thing. then jabba cakap, kan ada MEJA! haha. then when pakai meja we finally dapat that thing. lepas tu tengok under the meja, ada SHUTTLE CORK/COCk.

What a day!

turn the lights off!

lets go green by switching of our lights for an hour. on 28 march, i would appriciate if you guys go sign up at www.earthhour.org.
the world would thank us if we give him a break. so start switching off and do campaign of these things. hope you guys participate in this matter. thank you!

p/s: its start at 8.30 pm until 9.30 pm. GO SlIMy GREEN!

my lesson to learn without you with me

i can smell your scent from far away,
i like to see your face even if your not here,
stare out the window every single day,
hoping you come back looking for me.

now is not the time for reason's,
now is not the time for lies,
i know this because i can see it clearly in your eyes.

* is all the wrong words starting to rhyme,
how could i live with leaving you behind,
now i know how it hurts inside so deep,
that i can't breathe, i can't breathe

people come and people go away,

you can change the facts but you can't change me,

everyday we learn a new lesson,but having you away was a hard lesson to learn.

*
stomping here and there,
try to figure out whats happening there,
im feeling so lost, wish you were here,
but the wish go away,
stomping here and there,
whats happening to me?,
i used to be okay with all of this,
now im feeling it burns inside of me,

is all the wrong act's starting to rhyme?,
how do i do this?. i dont want to leave you behind.

*

MELT-ME!

so, my class was walking to block B to the science lab. On the way there, i was singing, laughing as usual macam kene laughing gas, and makin jokes like no body's business:) So we ter-bump-peded ( haha ) in to haris. so back to the story, i saw him, then he said hi to adlin and me, so we hi-ed back, then he said 'adlin, say hi to him!' then adlin said hi to the unknown guy, then he asked me to say hi as well, then i said hi. when i looked at him, 'eh, new guy ke?' then that guy ckp 'um, yea.' then as well, zulaikha ni kan gatal, 'ow, soo your new la? it looks like we are going to see each other a lot.' then he shoot a smile:). then baru i teringat, i did not ask his name, 'what your name?', then he said 'melt-me', i dgn adlin was 'WHAT?!' then he said, 'HELMI!!' then i dgn adlin gelak macam tak ingat dunia, so when we got to the science lab, i cakap dengan adlin, ' i ingat dia cakap melemin, u ingat dia cakap apa?' adlin said 'i dengar dia ckp MELT-ME'. hahahahaha
so lain kali, jangan lupa korek telinga before going to school,

that was so funny, until now if we see him, 'hey look!! its the MELT-ME guy!'

tergedu?

i miss those days when we were together, i hope we were still together. but im proud that im your friend.
we will never the way we used to be, i mean years ago. i promise him i will stay and always keep in touch even if he turns me down. its okay with me if he knows about it, and i promise him friends forever. it feels good if you have someone else that cares about you, besides your mum and dada.
i promise him forever and always,
i repeat, forever and always:)

i have to let go before it feels more stranger than ever.

le'limau!

finally! dapat juga limau dari boss abah yang tercinta tuh, maklumlah boss dia cina.
but, i wanted something this year yang belum dapat. ang pau mana mehh? how i wish i have them. well, to all chinesse happy chinesse new year!


p/s: i dont care if the spelling above right or not. huahuahua

palestine victims),:

all you guys know that now, we have a world problem. yes, im talking about those little children in palestine are hungry, and been killed, and so much more that you can imagine. if you dont have the money to donate, please, please, please boycott those labels that invest or give their profits to those devil israels to buy more and more weapons to hurt them. i'm so angry because they dont have brains and heart! these are the labels or products u cant buy, as far as i know

mcdonalds, kfc, pizza hut, starbucks, marks and spencers, calvin klein, nestle, kotex. danone, johnsons-johnsons, maggie and nokia, maybelline, lancome, gap, intel, kleenex, kit-kat, tommy hilfiger, and much more,
fore more information, ask me. or go to www.muslimconsumer.org.my.

love history

every time isee those eyes,
i saw deep in you,
that i can find

theres so many memories,
to remember,
the cute ones, the bad one,
the most precious things with you.

c/o:
he's so hard to find,
he's so hard to love,
i'm holding on tight,
with you by my side.

he's so hard to ditch,
he's so hard to leave,
im so sorry darling,
i cannot be there for you.

there so many reasons on my mind,
how to say this with-out,
tears out of my eye.

its so emotional when the time i'm gonna talk to you,
i better cry now before,
i have to see your face turn's blue,
oh, sadness around me.

c/o

i try and try to talk to you,
i never have the guts,
to say that im so sorry,
i gotta leave you behind,
there were no perfect words to say this,
i'm gonna let it out on me.

c/o

im so sorry oh darling i've to leave you.


this song is to damira.

when the pain starts.

so, as my friends know, bola jaring fever has started already, so im gonna get tan all over again.
im so shock that the game is only on Tuesday, and we only have a couple of days to practices, so its full pressure. well on Thursday, we have this road run. We have to run for like 7 kilometers. its only a practice but, i ran with the whole of my heart. Then at the same day i have that practice. this morning, i woke up, and find myself in major pain. When i walk, all of the muscle are so killing me. im walking with one word " awwwwwwwwwwwwwww" allthe way to school, aww, aww, aww,
then, this petang, we have the practice again at first the pain slowly go away, then i when i went home, MORE PAIN! but what to do? Semangat sukan kan? wish our team luck!
and btw, we all play for under 18 this year. sbb tak cukup player tahun lepas.

lie, lie, lie, and lie some more

maybe some of your friends mesti pernah tipu kan? truthfully, my friend, i mean this one girl lies a lot. i mean she like, in her own world. Because she thinks everything is about her. she wants to be popular, so she hangs out with those popular ones.. I mean like, come on! shame on you! Because u don't have real friends. i pity u. but when it happens like that, i dont think you know that people dont like these things. in a friendship, keep it clean and the friendship will last long. i swear. if you dont like their attitudes, tell them. dont keep it. let it out. things work that way now days.